damn!

i know aaron will kill my ass, but i just couldnt resist. had to just add to andy and kai's collection of beautiful people. HAHA!

smile.

i just recalled!

a few weeks back i was at toa payoh interchange, she gave me such a lovely smile. first time i seen her in a while. and that smile, you could feel it, it was just from 1 person for another, just for me. it made my day, no! my week.

today was a good day. black ass day, but good day. can you imagine, a whole island renamed.

i wont sooth you anymore, i'll just speak my mind. and you said it all, i'm so full of all this. so not interesting.

"why did you change? why did you become this?", he asked.
"i thought i could be liked? i thought that if i changed this, that and this, i could then become like them." came the reply.
sadly shakes his head. "you were unique like you were. you were funny, in your own way, you had a jewel of your own. now, you're common. just like them."

somehow, the childhood i had, everything i could have had, everything i had. i threw it all.

wierd.

i blog more when happy. or at least when less confused.
this is a first.

i think its paranoia.

under-rated!

i think people constantly under-rate me..
"him? oh! he's not capable." or "i dont think he knows." or "i dont think i should tell him. not worth it."

on a better note... a change is in the works.
why do people behave like that? i mean, they still have the face? i'm curious.

answers?

A boat has a ladder that has six rungs, each rung is one foot apart. The bottom rung is one foot from the water. The tide rises at 12 inches every 15 minutes. High tide peaks in one hour. When the tide is at it's highest, how many rungs are under water?

Freshmen V.S Seniors

Freshman: Is never in bed past noon.
Senior: Is never out of bed before noon.

Freshman: Reads the syllabus to find out what classes he can cut.
Senior: Reads the syllabus to find out what classes he needs to attend.

Freshman: Brings a can of soda into a lecture hall.
Senior: Brings a jumbo hoagie and six-pack of Mountain Dew into a recitation class.

Freshman: Calls the professor "Teacher."
Senior: Calls the professor "Bob."

Freshman: Would walk ten miles to get to class.
Senior: Drives to class if it's more than three blocks away.

Freshman: Memorizes the course material to get a good grade.
Senior: Memorizes the professor's habits to get a good grade.

Freshman: Knows a book-full of useless trivia about the university.
Senior: Knows where the next class is. Usually.

Freshman: Shows up at a morning exam clean, perky, and fed.
Senior: Shows up at a morning exam in sweats with a cap on and a box of pop tarts in hand.

Freshman: Has to ask where the computer labs are.
Senior: Has own personal workstation.

Freshman: Lines up for an hour to buy his textbooks in the first week.
Senior: Starts to think about buying textbooks in October... maybe.

Freshman: Looks forward to first classes of the year.
Senior: Looks forward to first beer garden of the year.

Freshman: Is proud of his A+ on Calculus I midterm
Senior: Is proud of not quite failing his Complex Analysis midterm

Freshman: Calls his girlfriend back home every other night
Senior: Calls Domino's every other night

Freshman: Is appalled at the class size and callousness of professors
Senior: Is appalled that the campus 'Subway' burned down over the summer

Freshman: Conscientiously completes all homework, including optional questions
Senior: Homework? I knew I forgot to do something last night

Freshman: Goes on grocery-shopping trip with Mom before moving onto campus
Senior: Has a beer with Mom before moving into group house

Freshman: Is excited about the world of possibilities that awaits him, the unlimited vista of educational opportunities, the chance to expand one's horizons and really make a contribution to society
Senior: Is excited about new dryers in laundry room

Freshman: Takes meticulous four-color notes in class
Senior: Occasionally stays awake for all of class

found this off the web, this explains why cynthia felt that i was fucked-up in the beginning of the year. HAHA! remember orientation? you'll soon "own the school".

morning.

its not a good morning. why do this to me? i'm pissed.

public occurrences

this blog gives me a headache.
http://publicoccurrenc.blogspot.com/

lets have it for Norwegians!

Temperatures:

+15°C / 59°F This is as warm as it gets in Norway, so we'll start here. People in Portugal wear winter-coats and gloves. The Norwegians are out in the sun, getting a tan.

+10°C / 50°F The French are trying in vain to start their central heating. The Norwegians plant flowers in their gardens.

+5°C / 41°F Italian cars won't start. The Norwegians are cruising in cabriolets.

0°C / 32°F Distilled water freezes. The water in Oslo Fjord gets a little thicker.

-5°C / 23°F People in California almost freeze to death. The Norwegians have their final
barbecue before winter.

-10°C / 14°F The Brits start the heat in their houses. The Norwegians start using long sleeves.

-20°C / -4°F The Aussies flee from Mallorca. The Norwegians end their Midsummer celebrations. Autumn is here.

-30°C / -22°F People in Greece die from the cold and disappear from the face of the earth. The Norwegians start drying their laundry indoors.

-40°C / -40°F Paris start cracking in the cold. The Norwegians stand in line at the hotdog stands.

-50°C / -58°F Polar bears start evacuating the North Pole. The Norwegian army postpones their winter survival training awaiting real winter weather.

-70°C / -94°F The false Santa moves south. The Norwegian army goes out on winter survival training.

-183°C / -297.4°F Microbes in food don't survive. The Norwegian cows complain that the farmers' hands are cold.

-273°C / -459.4°F ALL atomic and subatomic particle movent halts. The Norwegians start saying "Faen, it's cold outside today."

-300°C / -508°F Hell freezes over, Norway wins the Eurovision Song Contest.

this is funny... HAHA!

advance bookings!

we're back!

15, 16, 17 here we come..

watch for the PSI300 mark, empty boxes, missing fires, and injures of all kinds. HEALTH ADVISORY!

precautions taken: 2 nurses, 3 life-guards, 1 QX, 1 alarm, 1 triad head, a maid & 1 torro. left anyone out? we can handle anything on the water, land or in the air!

H.A.Z.E

the haze is back. all thanks to indonesia.

and this is brilliant: Indonesia appeals for help over haze from neighbours Posted: 13 October 2006 2013 hrs
what does indonesia expect us to do? bomb it? or sink it? shall we sink indonesia? it'll solve the haze and burning situation i'm sure.

thanks to indonesia i cant sleep properly at night, i wake up feeling fucking angry. the air is so hot. its smoky. and i'm having a blocked stuffy nose or a runny ass nose. this is irritating. OH! YES! going out is sucha hassle now. and it smells like we are having a national barbeque.

now i shall go over plans to sink indonesia.

bulls?

a circle of friends
a sky hazed over with smoke
a moment that lasts.

bulls! the topic is BULLS, microwave, 28.8kbps and paddy fields.

F.E.A.R

i wanna get this game.

blog.

this is a nice blog... a bit fucking wordy, but still a fucking nice blog.
http://nathaliebeullensmaoui.blogspot.com/

Run we go around again in circles

Play this game over again

Run we go around again in circles.

sound effects and overdramatics

Keep the mask aligned

Get it up in time

There's a space between valleys

and try and catch a vibe

Make a circle square, a rectangle curve

Use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb

Run quick switch sides

Spill the filled up canister

And the room is shaking

Now you're changing places,

and I switched my pace,

and my breathing races when you mention blue.

dinner

i love dinner with friends.
somehow it removes the superficiality in life. an overated life.

i think.

i think, i'm hungry.
i think, i'm bored.
i think, i need attention.

photographs

for some reason, i love this photo.

again!

a family.

funny

this is a damn funny page...
http://www.drunkbastard.net/resume1.htm%22

i think?

i think i'm borderline psychotic.

readers digest told me.

the north

north korea has tested successfully a small yield, but nonetheless, nuclear warhead. shocking the international community. now, it boldly declares a threat of violence against the US.

Quote from AP:
Along the razor-wired no-man's-land separating the divided Koreas, communist troops on the North's side were more boldly trying to provoke their Southern counterparts: spitting across the demarcation line, making throat-slashing hand gestures, flashing their middle finger and trying to talk to the troops, said U.S. Army Maj. Jose DeVarona of Fayetteville, N.C.

they now want to test a nuclear tipped missile, aboveground.
imagine the balls on those guys, what the hell? have they taken a look at the world map? at their size and the size of the US? or Russia? or China? China announced that it felt 'betrayed' by its supposed ally, due to this nuclear test.

Quote from AFP:
A defiant North Korea has warned that it would regard harsh sanctions over its nuclear test as a declaration of war and threatened further trials if the United States kept up its pressure.
http://www.baltimoresun.com/media/acrobat/2006-10/25827073.pdf

myself personally, i support North Korea in this, they are the only ones who have the balls to stand up against the crowd, i mean fuck US. what right do they have to tell other countries what to do? but then again, lets be objective instead of emotional, which country in asia has nuclear weapons? not counting China though. how will asia fare? can we stand up to a military North Korea?

Quote from Baltimore Sun:
In the hours after North Korea said it had detonated a nuclear bomb in an underground test Monday, Northeast Asia seemed quiet. But the quiet was deceptive. The warships of two heavily armed U.S. Navy expeditionary strike groups are on station in the South China Sea and in the waters off Okinawa, where about 14,500 Marines are stationed within range of North Korean missiles.
All of Northeast Asia, encompassing North and South Korea, Japan, China and Russia, has long been heavily militarized, not with the small arms and deadly suicide bombs of Iraq, but rather with huge armies, fortified and mined borders and heavy, long-range weapons systems.
As long as Seoul and Tokyo feel confident of U.S. protection, they can safely remain non-nuclear powers.

history has shown that no country will go to war for another country, not in a million years. how do you think this changes for nuclear weapons? if it was so simple, the US would have long ago used the North as a nuclear tipped cruise missile test site, prolly people could live there again in another 10000 years, but no, its not so simple. so how can South Korea and Japan feel safe with a nuclear North, when they already are so militarized, despite US 'protection'?

i think there'll be a war. i hope it doesnt end with in the read flames of 'the cloud'.

*just ignore the music...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZZFt5YV7uc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-j0bYaODI0

a friend

i knew it since that day. my instincts are still right on. though i take no comfort in correctly reading it. somehow, as much as i deny, its still there. wait... its gone.

But the rest is not a t-shirt or a swan song, no
Heat is born again and
It's not easy being me
When I can't promise I will mend
Or bend when you believe

blinded

I never believe that things that they happen for a reason
And they never go as planned
I wanted to thank you for a vision that was lost that you returned
But you're past where you understand
Now her appetite is blown
Little else is known
'cept she's a little angry
Grabs a towel, looks away
The heat fades with the day
And I fall down on what to say
oh something clean, let me be clever
Hey oh well, whatever
But that's not what I mean
Where we're been has left us burnt still
I wont turn now from a fight
You know I'll never win

a friend told me today that the time after exams is a drag. i so agree, as much as we all hate studying it has become like a routine to us, and we feel lost when there is nothing to study. i must be cracking up.

you all should listen to third eye blind, blinded.

mac vs. pc

http://www.apple.com/getamac/ads/

trust me.. mac is good. check out all this ads showing a mac vs a pc..

i love apple!

you all wanna know something? lets say you got a windows 98 system now and you wanna upgrade it to a windows xp. good idea right? WRONG! get microsoft out of you blubbering head and get a apple computer, be it a mac or ibook, that'll prolly be the best thing you ever do in your life...

$300++ for a original windows xp home *i just checked*, $400++ for a windows xp pro... this is not all... to get office xp requires another like $250+... fucking... then again, you cant stop at there now can you? you need some anti-virus software or you shiny new computer will be trash is like 2 mins from the moment you log on to the internet, it'll be absolutely useless... thanks to trojans, spyware, addware, hijacker programmes, viruses and i could go on... ... guess what, norton systemworks 2006 costs like $200+, seriously, you know how many whores you can fuck with that money... and wait! you know... if you walk down to the shops now to get all this, look at the things you got in your hand, and wow! you got everything except a computer. brilliant. oh! and by the way, you think by paying $200-$300++ for all this you can like install each software like a thousand times? you couldnt be more wrong... you get 2.

i'm pissed. i wanna get a ibook. its reliable. really.