all that time he was taking her for granted.

1973

2007-09-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Ubin!

2007-05-29T19:50:00.000+08:00

As promised, here is a glimse of what happened.

First stop: refreshments!

I wonder if they have cable?

It wasen't me! I swear!

The End!

All in all, a fantastic adventure.

Intelligent Americans? NOT!

2007-05-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

Fucking funny video. Enjoy!

The past weeks.

2007-05-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

Okay, i've not updated in a while...

So... here are some of the things i've been doing.

Fancy dinner anyone?

Check out the gay look. (The new 'in' thing)

Company of heros? (spot the ugly thing)

Thats all for now. The ubin trip photos will be up next.

What I've Done.

2007-05-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

you are death.

2007-04-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

You are Death

Change, Transformation, Alteration.

People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the
best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Pirates of the Carribean 3

2007-04-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

you're mad!
if i wasen't, this had prolly never worked. HAHA!

Hidden Message

2007-03-31T12:36:00.000+08:00

Boxcar Racer- There Is

Always baiting, but never closing. Its done, for the last time. *Wait, this sounds familar.*

Confusion.

2007-03-29T18:44:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt a deep and hurting jealousy? something that makes you hurt and anger at the same time? i nearly lost control of myself today.

you're immature. i dont think you'll even understand what i'm talking about.

i dont want to feel this way again. why do i have a deathwish when it comes to you.

talk to me.

Lighthouse!

2007-03-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

This is the transcript of an actual radio conversation of a US naval ship with Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October, 1995.
Radio conversation released by the Chief of Naval Operations on November 10, 1995.

Americans: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision.

Canadians: Recommend you divert YOUR course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision.

Americans: This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course.

Canadians: No. I say again, you divert YOUR course.

Americans: THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER USS LINCOLN, THE SECOND LARGEST SHIP IN THE UNITED STATES' ATLANTIC FLEET. WE ARE ACCOMPANIED BY THREE DESTROYERS, THREE CRUISERS, AND NUMEROUS SUPPORT VESSELS. I DEMAND THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR COURSE 15 DEGREES NORTH, THAT'S ONE FIVE DEGREES NORTH, OR COUNTER-MEASURES WILL BE UNDERTAKEN TO ENSURE THE SAFETY OF THIS SHIP.

Canadians: This is a lighthouse. Your call.

Open Book

2007-03-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

i dont have a focus in life, at this point i have no idea what i want to do or how am i going to get there, kinda hard if i dont even know what you want to do.
the learning skills workshop let me know how much i dont study, i have no idea what my learning styles are, even what kind of environment i like to work in or under what conditions.
problems have always been on my horizon, but the horizon just got closer.

what are you thinking? i have trouble comprehending.
i need a guidebook, talk to me.

you notice there are times when you feel you have control of the world, then the time comes when you just see that control slipping out of your hands? until the time where you dont even control your own thoughts and actions.

i think i'm impulsive, and i do stupid things. but i like control. i like certainty. i like black and white.
abstract thinking sometimes just seems too abstract for me. am i making sense?

life is tiring.

OMG!

2007-03-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

Pool!

Pool Trick's Vol 1 - More amazing videos are a click away

Andy will go wild over this, i'm sure.

UFO's

2007-03-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

France just released a few thousand pages of documented 'alien' sightings on this website, www.cnes-geipan.fr . It totally has more visitors than this blog in like what? 15 minutes from the site's launch. Horrible.

Anyway, the last time i blogged, or posted a video was like? Hmm, 4 months ago? It now looks more like a derelict house now. Prolly says how much or how long i actually remain focused on a single task. The last few postings didnt even have words. Though i'm only posting now because i'm bored.

Cauterize- Something Beautiful

This is a nice song, though the video has a hysterical girl there. But well...

Panic at the Disco- But its better if you do

I love this song too! And the video is a bonus.

I think the word 'nice' is overated and overused. I mean, most of us use nice to describe nearly anything nice, see what i mean, and the problem is not that we dont have a vocabulary, in fact an average english speaking person has about 10000 words in their vocab, even those who score E8 for english.

Okay, i'm starting to talk nonsense now, i think i should go watch some tv.

with complete disdain

2007-03-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

Panic at the Disco- Lying is the most fun...

This one is damn funny. Fishtanks!

I had enough, there's nothing left to say, nothing in common. This is wasting my time, dont you get the hints? Or you just playing difficult? What do i lack? For so long i've tried, and everytime a new excuse. Game Over.

Cats

Momento Gatuno - Watch more amazing videos here

This video really made my day!

Star-Wars

2007-02-03T09:27:00.003+08:00

The Hole - video powered by Metacafe

Okay! this is damn funny, those who are not star wars fans will also enjoy this.

The Fray-How to save a life

2006-12-01T09:47:00.000+08:00

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Liar (It Takes One To Know One)

2006-11-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

i think this song has meaning?

i've never been to me

2006-11-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got.

Chalet just finished yesterday!

adopt?

2006-11-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

this site is cute...
http://adoptamicrobe.blogspot.com/

Marching Bands Of Manhattan

2006-11-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown.

i dont have anything to blog... but i just thought i should write something here.

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Then the nurse comes round and everyone lifts their head
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die."

So who's going to watch you die?...

damn!

2006-10-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

i know aaron will kill my ass, but i just couldnt resist. had to just add to andy and kai's collection of beautiful people. HAHA!

smile.

2006-10-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

i just recalled!

a few weeks back i was at toa payoh interchange, she gave me such a lovely smile. first time i seen her in a while. and that smile, you could feel it, it was just from 1 person for another, just for me. it made my day, no! my week.

today was a good day. black ass day, but good day. can you imagine, a whole island renamed.

i wont sooth you anymore, i'll just speak my mind. and you said it all, i'm so full of all this. so not interesting.

"why did you change? why did you become this?", he asked.
"i thought i could be liked? i thought that if i changed this, that and this, i could then become like them." came the reply.
sadly shakes his head. "you were unique like you were. you were funny, in your own way, you had a jewel of your own. now, you're common. just like them."

somehow, the childhood i had, everything i could have had, everything i had. i threw it all.

wierd.

2006-10-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

i blog more when happy. or at least when less confused.
this is a first.

i think its paranoia.

under-rated!

2006-10-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

i think people constantly under-rate me..
"him? oh! he's not capable." or "i dont think he knows." or "i dont think i should tell him. not worth it."

on a better note... a change is in the works.
why do people behave like that? i mean, they still have the face? i'm curious.

answers?

2006-10-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

A boat has a ladder that has six rungs, each rung is one foot apart. The bottom rung is one foot from the water. The tide rises at 12 inches every 15 minutes. High tide peaks in one hour. When the tide is at it's highest, how many rungs are under water?

Freshmen V.S Seniors

2006-10-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

Freshman: Is never in bed past noon.
Senior: Is never out of bed before noon.

Freshman: Reads the syllabus to find out what classes he can cut.
Senior: Reads the syllabus to find out what classes he needs to attend.

Freshman: Brings a can of soda into a lecture hall.
Senior: Brings a jumbo hoagie and six-pack of Mountain Dew into a recitation class.

Freshman: Calls the professor "Teacher."
Senior: Calls the professor "Bob."

Freshman: Would walk ten miles to get to class.
Senior: Drives to class if it's more than three blocks away.

Freshman: Memorizes the course material to get a good grade.
Senior: Memorizes the professor's habits to get a good grade.

Freshman: Knows a book-full of useless trivia about the university.
Senior: Knows where the next class is. Usually.

Freshman: Shows up at a morning exam clean, perky, and fed.
Senior: Shows up at a morning exam in sweats with a cap on and a box of pop tarts in hand.

Freshman: Has to ask where the computer labs are.
Senior: Has own personal workstation.

Freshman: Lines up for an hour to buy his textbooks in the first week.
Senior: Starts to think about buying textbooks in October... maybe.

Freshman: Looks forward to first classes of the year.
Senior: Looks forward to first beer garden of the year.

Freshman: Is proud of his A+ on Calculus I midterm
Senior: Is proud of not quite failing his Complex Analysis midterm

Freshman: Calls his girlfriend back home every other night
Senior: Calls Domino's every other night

Freshman: Is appalled at the class size and callousness of professors
Senior: Is appalled that the campus 'Subway' burned down over the summer

Freshman: Conscientiously completes all homework, including optional questions
Senior: Homework? I knew I forgot to do something last night

Freshman: Goes on grocery-shopping trip with Mom before moving onto campus
Senior: Has a beer with Mom before moving into group house

Freshman: Is excited about the world of possibilities that awaits him, the unlimited vista of educational opportunities, the chance to expand one's horizons and really make a contribution to society
Senior: Is excited about new dryers in laundry room

Freshman: Takes meticulous four-color notes in class
Senior: Occasionally stays awake for all of class

found this off the web, this explains why cynthia felt that i was fucked-up in the beginning of the year. HAHA! remember orientation? you'll soon "own the school".

morning.

2006-10-17T11:35:00.000+08:00

its not a good morning. why do this to me? i'm pissed.

public occurrences

2006-10-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

this blog gives me a headache.
http://publicoccurrenc.blogspot.com/

lets have it for Norwegians!

2006-10-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

Temperatures:

+15°C / 59°F This is as warm as it gets in Norway, so we'll start here. People in Portugal wear winter-coats and gloves. The Norwegians are out in the sun, getting a tan.

+10°C / 50°F The French are trying in vain to start their central heating. The Norwegians plant flowers in their gardens.

+5°C / 41°F Italian cars won't start. The Norwegians are cruising in cabriolets.

0°C / 32°F Distilled water freezes. The water in Oslo Fjord gets a little thicker.

-5°C / 23°F People in California almost freeze to death. The Norwegians have their final
barbecue before winter.

-10°C / 14°F The Brits start the heat in their houses. The Norwegians start using long sleeves.

-20°C / -4°F The Aussies flee from Mallorca. The Norwegians end their Midsummer celebrations. Autumn is here.

-30°C / -22°F People in Greece die from the cold and disappear from the face of the earth. The Norwegians start drying their laundry indoors.

-40°C / -40°F Paris start cracking in the cold. The Norwegians stand in line at the hotdog stands.

-50°C / -58°F Polar bears start evacuating the North Pole. The Norwegian army postpones their winter survival training awaiting real winter weather.

-70°C / -94°F The false Santa moves south. The Norwegian army goes out on winter survival training.

-183°C / -297.4°F Microbes in food don't survive. The Norwegian cows complain that the farmers' hands are cold.

-273°C / -459.4°F ALL atomic and subatomic particle movent halts. The Norwegians start saying "Faen, it's cold outside today."

-300°C / -508°F Hell freezes over, Norway wins the Eurovision Song Contest.

this is funny... HAHA!

advance bookings!

2006-10-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

we're back!

15, 16, 17 here we come..

watch for the PSI300 mark, empty boxes, missing fires, and injures of all kinds. HEALTH ADVISORY!

precautions taken: 2 nurses, 3 life-guards, 1 QX, 1 alarm, 1 triad head, a maid & 1 torro. left anyone out? we can handle anything on the water, land or in the air!

H.A.Z.E

2006-10-15T10:46:00.000+08:00

the haze is back. all thanks to indonesia.

and this is brilliant: Indonesia appeals for help over haze from neighbours Posted: 13 October 2006 2013 hrs
what does indonesia expect us to do? bomb it? or sink it? shall we sink indonesia? it'll solve the haze and burning situation i'm sure.

thanks to indonesia i cant sleep properly at night, i wake up feeling fucking angry. the air is so hot. its smoky. and i'm having a blocked stuffy nose or a runny ass nose. this is irritating. OH! YES! going out is sucha hassle now. and it smells like we are having a national barbeque.

now i shall go over plans to sink indonesia.

bulls?

2006-10-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

a circle of friends
a sky hazed over with smoke
a moment that lasts.

bulls! the topic is BULLS, microwave, 28.8kbps and paddy fields.

F.E.A.R

2006-10-14T10:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna get this game.

blog.

2006-10-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

this is a nice blog... a bit fucking wordy, but still a fucking nice blog.
http://nathaliebeullensmaoui.blogspot.com/

Run we go around again in circles

Play this game over again

Run we go around again in circles.

sound effects and overdramatics

2006-10-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

Keep the mask aligned

Get it up in time

There's a space between valleys

and try and catch a vibe

Make a circle square, a rectangle curve

Use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb

Run quick switch sides

Spill the filled up canister

And the room is shaking

Now you're changing places,

and I switched my pace,

and my breathing races when you mention blue.

dinner

2006-10-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

i love dinner with friends.
somehow it removes the superficiality in life. an overated life.

i think.

2006-10-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

i think, i'm hungry.
i think, i'm bored.
i think, i need attention.

photographs

2006-10-13T11:10:00.000+08:00

for some reason, i love this photo.

again!

2006-10-13T11:03:00.001+08:00

a family.

funny

2006-10-13T11:03:00.000+08:00

this is a damn funny page...
http://www.drunkbastard.net/resume1.htm%22

i think?

2006-10-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

i think i'm borderline psychotic.

readers digest told me.

the north

2006-10-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

north korea has tested successfully a small yield, but nonetheless, nuclear warhead. shocking the international community. now, it boldly declares a threat of violence against the US.

Quote from AP:
Along the razor-wired no-man's-land separating the divided Koreas, communist troops on the North's side were more boldly trying to provoke their Southern counterparts: spitting across the demarcation line, making throat-slashing hand gestures, flashing their middle finger and trying to talk to the troops, said U.S. Army Maj. Jose DeVarona of Fayetteville, N.C.

they now want to test a nuclear tipped missile, aboveground.
imagine the balls on those guys, what the hell? have they taken a look at the world map? at their size and the size of the US? or Russia? or China? China announced that it felt 'betrayed' by its supposed ally, due to this nuclear test.

Quote from AFP:
A defiant North Korea has warned that it would regard harsh sanctions over its nuclear test as a declaration of war and threatened further trials if the United States kept up its pressure.
http://www.baltimoresun.com/media/acrobat/2006-10/25827073.pdf

myself personally, i support North Korea in this, they are the only ones who have the balls to stand up against the crowd, i mean fuck US. what right do they have to tell other countries what to do? but then again, lets be objective instead of emotional, which country in asia has nuclear weapons? not counting China though. how will asia fare? can we stand up to a military North Korea?

Quote from Baltimore Sun:
In the hours after North Korea said it had detonated a nuclear bomb in an underground test Monday, Northeast Asia seemed quiet. But the quiet was deceptive. The warships of two heavily armed U.S. Navy expeditionary strike groups are on station in the South China Sea and in the waters off Okinawa, where about 14,500 Marines are stationed within range of North Korean missiles.
All of Northeast Asia, encompassing North and South Korea, Japan, China and Russia, has long been heavily militarized, not with the small arms and deadly suicide bombs of Iraq, but rather with huge armies, fortified and mined borders and heavy, long-range weapons systems.
As long as Seoul and Tokyo feel confident of U.S. protection, they can safely remain non-nuclear powers.

history has shown that no country will go to war for another country, not in a million years. how do you think this changes for nuclear weapons? if it was so simple, the US would have long ago used the North as a nuclear tipped cruise missile test site, prolly people could live there again in another 10000 years, but no, its not so simple. so how can South Korea and Japan feel safe with a nuclear North, when they already are so militarized, despite US 'protection'?

i think there'll be a war. i hope it doesnt end with in the read flames of 'the cloud'.

*just ignore the music...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZZFt5YV7uc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-j0bYaODI0

a friend

2006-10-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

i knew it since that day. my instincts are still right on. though i take no comfort in correctly reading it. somehow, as much as i deny, its still there. wait... its gone.

But the rest is not a t-shirt or a swan song, no
Heat is born again and
It's not easy being me
When I can't promise I will mend
Or bend when you believe

blinded

2006-10-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

I never believe that things that they happen for a reason
And they never go as planned
I wanted to thank you for a vision that was lost that you returned
But you're past where you understand
Now her appetite is blown
Little else is known
'cept she's a little angry
Grabs a towel, looks away
The heat fades with the day
And I fall down on what to say
oh something clean, let me be clever
Hey oh well, whatever
But that's not what I mean
Where we're been has left us burnt still
I wont turn now from a fight
You know I'll never win

a friend told me today that the time after exams is a drag. i so agree, as much as we all hate studying it has become like a routine to us, and we feel lost when there is nothing to study. i must be cracking up.

you all should listen to third eye blind, blinded.

mac vs. pc

2006-10-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

http://www.apple.com/getamac/ads/

trust me.. mac is good. check out all this ads showing a mac vs a pc..

i love apple!

2006-10-05T19:53:00.000+08:00

you all wanna know something? lets say you got a windows 98 system now and you wanna upgrade it to a windows xp. good idea right? WRONG! get microsoft out of you blubbering head and get a apple computer, be it a mac or ibook, that'll prolly be the best thing you ever do in your life...

$300++ for a original windows xp home *i just checked*, $400++ for a windows xp pro... this is not all... to get office xp requires another like $250+... fucking... then again, you cant stop at there now can you? you need some anti-virus software or you shiny new computer will be trash is like 2 mins from the moment you log on to the internet, it'll be absolutely useless... thanks to trojans, spyware, addware, hijacker programmes, viruses and i could go on... ... guess what, norton systemworks 2006 costs like $200+, seriously, you know how many whores you can fuck with that money... and wait! you know... if you walk down to the shops now to get all this, look at the things you got in your hand, and wow! you got everything except a computer. brilliant. oh! and by the way, you think by paying $200-$300++ for all this you can like install each software like a thousand times? you couldnt be more wrong... you get 2.

i'm pissed. i wanna get a ibook. its reliable. really.

2006-09-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

If your heart's still beating it must be the blood

If your lungs are still working it must be the mud

If its still light out than a kick in the ribs

And today's worth living, it probably is.

you just dont know, do you?

the test

2006-09-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing.

I'll like to see how you handle this.

location: home

within a dream

2006-07-30T22:49:00.000+08:00

They are not long, the weeping and the laughter,

Love and desire and hate:

I think they have no portion in us after

We pass the gate.

They are not long, the days of wine and roses;

Out of a misty dream

Our path emerges for a while, then closes

Within a dream.

an omen: now and what has yet to come

2006-07-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

A brief candle; both ends burning

An endless mile; a bus wheel turning

A friend to share the lonesome times

A handshake and a sip of wine

So say it loud and let it ring

We are all a part of everything

The future, present and the past

Fly on proud bird

You're free at last.

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this entry shall be dedicated to Cherish Yew, a classmate, a friend and someone loved...

she'll leave for the USA soon...

yesterday was her last day in school, and somehow, despite knowing the date of her departure from singapore some time ago, it was unreal... until that ring of the bell at 12.45pm and the knowledge that she'll never be coming to this class again. that last hug, just appeared at my doorstep...

...: it seems like yesterday when she first came into class, late as usual but by a few days this time, the image of her sitting beside Gen with her arms folded and that curious face of her's sizing up her new surroundings. that first handshake, and introductions...

she gamely went through P.E. yesterday as i asked her to... never once complaining, despite the grilling we went through... she finished the day her usual style, relaxed.

...: the first outing at dome, and the next few gatherings... her characteristic calls at the last minute to inform us that she's not coming, as "somthing came up". haha! despite this and other things like being late and her regular disappearences, we all still love her like crazy.

its the first time i dreaded the school bell to the weekend.

hope you enjoy it there? and our hearts will be there when you need it the most... when scared, take comfort that we're still here...

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When a friend calls to me from the road

And slows his horse to a meaning walk,

I don't stand still and look around

On all the hills I haven't hoed,

And shout from where I am,

What is it?

No, not as there is a time to talk.

I thrust my hoe in the mellow ground,

Blade-end up and five feet tall,

And plod: I go up to the stone wall

For a friendly visit.

person: timothy

location: home

a prejudice

2006-07-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend.

thinking: to me, prejudice and descriminations come easy...
how can i have underestimated a person so much that i totally put what was said to be totally opposite to what is or should have been done? how can i totally think that the person is wrong in every aspect? twice... not just once.

a feeling of superiority? prehaps, but maybe its becoz i'm inferior...
being crucified for a view is never nice, but being crucified without knowing for what for... that different and infinitely worse...
the shell is strength, the way to acceptance was conformity... now, i hope to put this behind.
maybe now i know why i fall behind, despite being one that was there in the beginning.

i've become him.
a counsellor but never the counselled. devoid of reaction, lacking in self scrutinity.
it is so easy for me to discard and clean the slate, but i can never find out whats wrong with the equation. sidenote: maybe thats why i suck in maths... but i digress.

i'm sorry for those i've left behind. i pity those i carried forward. and me, i've created something wrong, an opportunist and someone alot worse.

self-preservation made me blame others, i didnt see myself... there i go, blaming something else again.

i will continue from here again, i have to be critical about myself now... before i build again.

location: home, on the damn desktop.
person: timothy

a rainy day

2006-07-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

"...adults are just obsolete children and the hell with them."

rainy days, it has a connection... refreshes and sooths...
somehow, i just love rainy days at home...

person: timothy
location: home, watching Pirates of the Caribbean

a crumb

2006-07-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all.
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I've heard it in the chilest land
And on the strangest sea,
Yet never in extremity
It asked a crumb of me.

person: timothy
location: home

departure

2006-07-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

its all coming back now, my insecurities, the troubles, the memories and the events...

somehow i'm reluctant. contact now seems like a hassle and irritation, you won't understand, no one will... except prehaps... one. this will pass i'm sure, but its the now thats the problem, and it'll be back. that i'm sure. something a person said today shocked me, for a split second it showed, and it was caught, a friend. i think i need a break, i think i need to sleep or maybe......

you know, someone once said. "it takes a person with great power to be able to give it all up and show vulnerability." but how about... *a question better left unsaid.

i suppose, its back to the toil again. i'm done.
*once again i'm faced with partings. must you go?

person: timothy
location: home, in bed

a first time

2006-07-05T12:04:00.000+08:00

wa.... my 1st blogging.... SeeMs so weird n funny to mi... kan lai wo xie hua wen hui hao yi dian... bu ran wo xie ang moh de hua hui hen hao xiao...suo yi hai shi xie hua ue ge ywen hao ba.... team lost zi jing yi jing you si ge yue duo le.... hao xiang hen kan xin... dan shi wo men de qi qi luo luo jiu hao xiang shi yi dian gu shi... dao le xian zai zhi sheng xia 6 ge ren le... ta ma de.... write so much hypy i oso dulan... actually i the hokkien most pro in team lost form liao... and can be counteed the most bad temper?? in the team liao lol.... actually i'm oso veri friendly de lo.... today all camping everywhere ard spore.... onli timmy felix n me now in kap... aiya... mi now veri moody oso no form to write much except all these fei hua down here la... ok liao finish here....

^.^ pui zai cute cute.... ^.^

person: weikoon
location: King Albert Park, Macdonalds

the ending

2006-07-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

life! hard enough, just got worse. and the point of it all? our goals? and what does it mean in the end?

today, there was the damn physics paper. cherish! you're brilliant, totally finished in record time, how can you pass? gen and vic! you 2 shouldnt worry, you 2 put in your best. i believe.

TLF went to KAP today after the papers, but first we met stephanie, kaiman, andy and felicia at the market (good droppings place). you know? with felix, stephanie and kaiman, its impossible to study silently or even study at all.

i constantly see exaustion in the eyes of friends, is this what life has come to? we grow older, yet remain young, we mature but pine for childhood...

something random: open you with welcome arms?

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.

you know my friend, maybe she's scared? maybe she's unsure? you have the answer, just that you're eyes are not open.

person: timothy
location: home, watching CSI

the craziness within

2006-07-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

it has been written, people are crazy... even the most normal person in the world has a side that would shock another. sometimes i have the feeling that evolution has not cleared out the brutal and selfish animal instincts in us. man is the only creature in the entire world who can kill his own kind for the "fun" of it...

now just to bring all up to speed! during the absence of the ORIGINAL AUTHORS of this blog, we celebrated victoria's and gen's birthdays... good times and fun in excess and the common embaressing moments in life. this isnt a narrative, so i shall not go into details. (still trying to find a writing style)

something serious, exams tomorrow... *such a kill-joy*

some say we are responsible for those we love
others know we are responsible for those who love us- Nikki Giovanni, "The December of My Springs"

when you really want love you will find it waiting for you. -Oscar Wilde, "De Profundis"

seeing how you all are having so much problems now... i decided to look through some books, and i found these verses. hope it helps. =)

person: timothy
location: home sweet home

a new beginning

2006-07-03T13:06:00.000+08:00

OKAY! now checking the last post was like in APRIL...

so now! i decided to put my brilliant writing skills to the test, and since you all darlings want me to create my own blog...

let me see... our group has gone through soem dramatic retrenchments and now our size is barely a shadow of its former self... but the noise is still kinda like the usual! LOUD!

i think i'll stop here now...... enough for now.

location: kovan macdonalds
person: timothy
song: deserts eating oceans, daphne loves derby

overnight stay @ timothy's hse.

2006-04-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

currently it's mr. president here blogging.

yes we r currently in mr. vice president's hse. even though it's like only me, tim, shiying n koon here. it's still funfilled. for the moment i blive. =p

anyway for the rest of the clique that's not over here, WHERE WERE U??!! so sad =( cherish u psk!! n kopi-soh, y r u so tired? shld join us!! =(

guys, we need to get more united k?? sentosa or dome together can?? tuloof!! =)

ESCURSION CIP day.

2006-04-07T17:19:00.001+08:00

had great fun today, hopping around buying drinks; food and all but not doing the right things. This is how teamLOSTFORM works right? LOLs. Will see you guys on Monday, have fun at Dome ok? :)

love <3;
genevieve//*

2006-04-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

not bad not bad. team lost form rocks to the core.

btw the chem test today sucked totally. i blive every1 of us ll fail that dumb test.

n there ll be a change of skin layout. probably soon. so be sure to check it out yeah?

[team LOST FORM] rocks!

*//mr.fELiX, president of TLF

2006-04-04T23:14:00.001+08:00

this is a new online home for 06s1 people. Email me at xueer@goowy.com if you want me to add you into the contributors list. currently this blog is STILL very empty, gimme time okie.. :)

and and and...

TLF ROCKS!!!

please leave your name after blogging. thanks.

<3;
genevieve//*

2006-04-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

Team Lost Form Rocks!!